Help Me, owe experianced ones!

Do I go to the party or stay home?

Okay, first get a background check on me. I was always known as the “Good Kid”. I’ve never drank or smoked, EVER. Still a lot of friends and everything in life is great!

But my friends invited me to their party, warning me a lot of people would be drinking. Not sure if they expect me too or not, even though they know I won’t. There are also going to be people there  I don’t really know or hang out with. Do i go or stay!? i kind of like the idea that I’ve made it this far without doing anything “Bad” lol and to know that that rep would no longer be there as the “Good Kid who never does anything bad” I know it might sound geeky/gay/dumb, but fuck you. I will drink a little in my near future, and stuff just not now i’m 19 btw. Maybe I could go to the party and not drink, but then again idk what that’d be like if everyone else was.

Thanks for reading, give some advice?

Keep your youth;

its the closest connection you have to your imagination.

Think about the music you like;

now think about your goal.

all of a suddenly it becomes obvious.

There are some girls/guys out there who we all know that…

Always complain about being cheated on, or “Why do I date douchebags” or why is there nobody good out there.

I’m a fan of “You had them, they’re in the friend zone where you left them”

Its true, so many people I’ve tried to talk to (we were amazing friends) always ends up just staying friends. Then you have to see your friend/crush go date someone you know is a douchebag. How can we tell? Because I believe that good people can really tell a good from a bad one, and usually our crushes are blind by the devils good looks or deciteful lies.

(I’m not religious in any way, I was just saything that as a reference)

So girls/guys out there who are (Forever Alone), stop bitching blaming it on the shitty people you picked. (Yeah they seemed nice at first, that’s easy; maintaining a fake personality for months/years takes skill).

I’ve lost so many crushes staying in the friend zone:(

Come to think of it, this video is my best analogy to that time of pride. lol 

beat to shit and still standing up